Saturday, November 10, 2007

Post-birthday blog

First of all, I am thankful for where I am right now. I have more blessings than I deserve. This birthday (the day itsself) came by so fast and Iwas frantic the entire day because of all the things that needs to be done. However, I am also glad that it made me realize all the important things. There will always be people who would be happy for me and would wish me well. And that is more than enough. I am grateful for all the love and second chances God has given me. Things are the way they are because of my choices and decisions. They may not be always right (I'm telling you I did lots of wrong decisions) and yet things will always fall where they ought to be. I can't help but be saddened sometimes because of one particular reason. That the person still is very special in my heart is not with me, to greet me and spend my birthday with me. I don't for how long I would miss him and would have this urge of calling him and asking him to come back. But it's not important anymore because I have to move on and live the life I deserve.

The past year had been really really tough especially the months of September and October. But I survived and I am much stornger and focused now. I will remain hopeful. I will remain hopeful. =)

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